We went to my tio Julian’s house for a birthday party on Saturday. It was his sister in laws birthday and of course they always get real drunk. They love dancing and we play with our younger cousins on the Wii U or nerf guns. She always asking my dad to dance with her but he says no but since it was her party he said ok. She said after she came back from throwing up and never came back because she fell asleep on the floor. After she passed out everyone was still drinking and talking and dancing. Me my brother and my other cousins were watching a movie of Pokémon. My two younger ones fell asleep and my older cousin was in the kitchen with her mom since she was drunk and crying. After a while that Alejandra didn’t come back to dance with my dad we left because my tio was tired since the morning. We got home at 4 and my grandma was real man the next day.

Since online school started at first I was staying with my mom but it was too much arguing and she be trippin too much so I told my dad come pick us up and I’m sad now I don’t get to see my baby sister. I’m always looking at videos and pictures on the phone of her because she just makes my day better but it’s not the same. Now my mom trynna call my dad and get all smart like why u picking up the kids and don’t bring them back but you was the one who told us we can go whenever we want and come whenever. I told her she need to stop trippin just because she bored of her life and arguing with her nigga don’t mean she need to find other people to argue with. Then I can’t even see reno because my dad hates him and I’m not fina be asking my mom for nothing and they petty self probably gonna say no because they don’t like seeing no one else happy since their not happy with their marriage but wtv. I just been home doing puzzles with my grandma and watching YouTube. Me and khylen just be sending each other tik toks all day and it’s so funny. We stopped being friends for like a week over an argument I forgot what it was about but we always get back being friends so I wasn’t to sad. We been having a lot of fun since there’s no school with my dad and brother but I’ll talk about it on the next post.

This the third week of online school and it’s not that bad. I get to do my work on my time and wake up when ever I want to. I think it’s okay because I don’t get too distracted like I do at school but I don’t get the help I would want from the teachers. Another thing that’s good for me is I can’t get in trouble for behavior or sleeping in class or not finishing my work before the class ends because we have the whole week on most assignments. One thing I haven’t liked is the tests some teachers give us on quizziz because u can’t tale ur time because of the time running out but I still try my best. My grades have actually been really good since online but I think ima fail my college class. My easiest classes so far are gym, English, and algebra. My hardest classes so far have been art surprisingly because I’m not artistic and my college class.

So my step aunt and uncle had their baby two weeks ago on Saturday. She was two weeks early but they had to do c section after a couple hours of inducing her. They brought the baby home this past Saturday and they just been at home getting use to her. They haven’t no one over there or hold her because of the virus going around. Also since we go back and forth with our mom and dad they scared we might get it easier and give it to other people in the house. Yesterday they was trynna tell me and my mom that we need to only stay at one house and I said ok bye because I rather be with my dad then head them complain about every little thing. Supposaly they talked to my stepdad about it when we left but he told them stop trippin and that we can come whenever we want. Then again I don’t ever trust my stepdad on anything or my mom so I just keep to myself and my dad. And my stepdad pissed me off saying to my brother that my dad is shady like nigga you the one with the wife who was trynna get back with my dad twice talking about my dad shady that why I don’t talk to him a lot or trust nun of them.

Ever since we started this online schooling because coronavirus closing down everything, my mom has been wanting to really do homeschool from now on. I told her I ain’t never fina go into homeschooling. I hate being at the house all day every day. They don’t even let me go out because they don’t trust me so I get nothing out of it and rather go to school to get out the house. I can’t wait to turn 18 next year and move out. I can’t wait to get a job as well because my parents don’t let me get jobs because they think I’m doing something else lmao. The only good thing of this no school is I can do my work on my time and not wake up early. But of course here come my parents trippin about why do we wake up late like if we gotta wake up early for school still. Anyways I have more time to just relax and exercise and get my self pretty. I have more time to do my make up videos as well and u never see me wear makeup at school lol because I’m too lazy to wake up early and do it.

So this past week we been hearing on the news about the coronavirus. They canceled school for the rest of the time and even the staar tests. I thought I would be happy about but I’m not because I hate staying at home all day. My dad don’t got a job and it has been hard for him to get one since they putting all interviews and hiring on hold. Also my grandma hasn’t been working because they said they don’t need her that much so now she stressing about money. She doesn’t want to talk to me just because me and my brother were fighting and knocked the washer into the wall of her room and she’s mad and won’t talk to me. So I been staying at my moms for a couple days and just doing my online work and watching my sister. She’s so fun I love playing with her and hearing her laughing.

Last week I spent the whole day with my boo at home cuddled up watching movies. His moms dog doesn’t like nobody but she’s finally getting use to me and doesn’t bark or growl at me no more. Then we went to go eat canes chicken and it was so good. I cleaned up his room since he back been hurting all week and massaged and scratched his back for him. I love spending time with him because we’re so goofy together and we just have really fun times. When I got home I ate some Chinese food from the place right next to where he works and it’s the best Chinese food. Also I’m going to make him sell his car because he puts way too much money into it instead of saving and his mechanics can’t get it running so all that money was for nothing.

I’m nervous for this Friday coming up because I have to go to the doctor. I been having cramps and lower back pain for the past two weeks and I’m worried about what they will say. I’m always exhausted and having headaches all the time. Lately I been having heat flashes so much that I can’t even concentrate on my class work. I’m really excited that I passed all my classes the last six weeks I tried my hardest on turning in my work and finish everything on time. Highschool is getting really stressful that I don’t know how I’m gonna handle my college courses next year. Im going to try my best to do all my work and stay caught up this six weeks because the school year is almost over and I’m so excited to hurry up and finish.

This past weekend was kinda fun. Saturday we spent the day with my boyfriend reno and it was the first time my mom and stepdad and brother met him. We were playing football at the park and playing with my baby sister at the little park. After we went to go eat at a fried chicken place. They all were talking to him having a good time. After a while my sister started to get tired and crying throwing a fit so we decided to go home already but it was fun the time we did have all together. The day before that I went out to eat lunch with his mom and dad and tia to ojedas and it was really fun.

In my opinion I think it’s best to be honest at all times rather than telling lies to protect someone’s feelings. Im saying from experience, when someone chose to hide the truth from me to keep me happy it made me more mad in the end when I found out the truth. No matter how much pain you cause someone with the truth it is better than people not being able to trust in you because they think you will always lie. People can learn to forgive you for your mistakes with time, but they will never forget or be able to trust in you after you lie to them. Also sometimes the outcome isn’t as bad as you think and telling the truth will be better for the other person giving them the real information and from there can decide what to do. It’s better to be a honest man and take up for your responsibility rather than a cowardly liar running and hiding from your mistakes instead of facing them.