Last time I wrote a blog I had said how my mom was pregnant but an update she had a miscarriage, again, but we always try not to get too excited so Incase it happens again. My little sister is growing so fast and getting so smart. She will turn two on May the 4th. My crazy tia stayed with us last week for a couple days then went back to Georgia but now she’s coming back again this week for a couple days. Also my grandma on my moms side got her foot cut off because of diabetes and always listening to her stoopid husband. Then on Thursday they gonna cut all the way up to her knee. Then my mom tripping about it she should go up to Georgia to see her because they said she might die but she says it’s a lot of money and she doesn’t wanna leave us here. Also her and my grandma don’t have the best relationship so it’s hard for her when her mom ignores anything if her husband doesn’t tell her. But anyways we will see what happens for now thats pretty much it summed up.

This week I went to Summit with my boyfriend and we got his new rims and tires for his car. We spent the day together but I always hate when he has to leave. So we got into a argument because I said his car is slow and he got mad that I didn’t want to let him do more mods to his car until he’s 18 because it’s too much money. Then I got mad at him for yelling at me and he got mad that I didn’t want him to drop me off yet. But then he got irritated and I felt bad but still I was mad. So the whole car ride I didn’t talk to him or let him touch me and when he dropped me off I didn’t give him a kiss. He was sad all the rest of the day and then on top of it his dad broke one of the lug nuts that he barely went to go buy at summit. After he got off work I apologized and he did too and then we talked it out and we’re good now. I liked going to summit because it’s so big and so many stuff in there about cars and we both like that kind of stuff but that’s his passion.

Last week was really fun because we went to a reptile expo with my dad. I seen an event for snakes and reptiles so I told my dad let’s go to it but he said only if my brother texted him back. The weekend that we stayed with him came and my brother never texted him back so I thought we wasn’t gonna go at all. Then on Saturday I cleaning and moped and did all the laundry and we watched movies all night. Then Sunday my dad woke us up and told us to get ready but I didn’t know where we were going because were always out doing errands or cruising. Then we went to this library so I thought he wanted to make us read but then he started walking out into this other building across and I seen a sign with snakes and we was there. I got so excited because I love snakes and lizards. We spent like three hours walking around petting and holding snakes. I saw so many snakes I never seen or seen on my favorite YouTubers channel.

I’m so excited my mom went to her anual check up to the doctor and they told her she’s two months pregnant and she didn’t even know. I’m excited to have another little sibling. I been packing the past couple of days since we have to move out by the end of December. We have to move back into my stepdads moms house. My boyfriend might get me a dog for Christmas since I been asking lol so I can keep it at the new house since they have a big backyard. They have a lot of dogs and pigs and a cow and horses. Last weekend we killed two of the pigs to have a cook out with some of their family and friends. It’s eleven of us that’s going to live in the house plus the baby my tia is pregnant with and my moms baby she pregnant with. The house is really small but they added on a couple rooms for my mom and stepdad to stay. Me and my brother are gonna share our old room we had their with my little sister.

One thing I been trying to do is find my boyfriends mom a Christmas gift lol. It’s not even December but she already got me gifts in the pile of presents and I don’t like people buying me stuff without me doing the same. She’s super nice his whole family is just really nice to me and really supportive to us. His mom is one of the most amazing people ever she is so sweet and full of fun she’s always in a happy mood when I’m around. She be calling me her daughter in law lol and she wants me to go over with them for Christmas but I don’t know yet because I need see who ima be with on the holidays this year. I was thinking of getting something for her that matches her chihuahua lil foot because that’s her little baby or some coach heels. Either way she is so thoughtful and likes to give to everyone especially around holiday times. I was so sad I couldn’t make it to his tias birthday party last Saturday I really miss them and their parties are always really fun.

Today was a good day,I turned in all my work for all my classes. I finished my test in English and did all my annotations and I think ima get a really good grade hopefully. I got to see my boyfriend and we went to go eat cicis because we’re fat like that. I came home and watched my baby sis and still watching her right now. We ate and then played with the soccer ball because she’s into soccer right now and it’s fun for her. Lately she been coming to my room at night when she has to go to sleep and wants to be with me in my room and it’s so much work because she gets really hyper before bed. Especially since I give her all the icecream and chips she wants lol. My mom has a part to do at her church this Sunday and ima go with her this weekend so ima get to see her. She’s been really nervous because she doesn’t want to mess up in front of all those people and it’s her first time. This thanksgiving break ima be at my dads but hopefully we will change one day to come to my moms.

I don’t know if I already explain some of the stuff that’s going on but my tio Xavier is going through a tough situation right now,we all are. They haven’t been letting us go see him for visitation and he’s been trying to contact David his coworker thats an attorney as well but he hasn’t answered him. We’ve kept getting calls saying that he’s dead or sent to another prison out of this state but none of it is true. The last time we went to go see him was Sunday I think because he had called us to go see him to talk about some business stuff. But as usual something happened and we couldn’t go in because as soon as we got there they took him out of that jail and transported him to somewhere else. I was so mad and sad because I haven’t seen him in a while. Also my dad is being so hard headed because the mom of Xavier’s daughter said for us not to be calling or texting her daughter no more, like we only update her about what’s going on with my tio and his health and situation. Apparently the mom was like if u contact her in any way one more time she filing harassment charges on my dad and my tio which is stupid because it’s her dad she has a right to know and plus she’s not a minor no more her mom can’t keep her away from her dad if she doesn’t want to.

I’m so excited that they gave us 5 minutes for passing period like finally! I was tired of always having to get tardy passes because that wasn’t enough time. I just don’t like that our 4th and 9th period are longer. We have to take a test in English and last class I didn’t finish it but I don’t know if we gonna be able to finish it next class or sum but I hope we can I don’t wanna get my grades low. I’m really proud of myself this year I’ve made a major difference in myself not only in school and grades but also how I am outside of school and at home. My life still has its problems but I react and deal with it differently now. I also have my bf and sister to keep me in line because they know I won’t listen to anyone else. I miss my grandma and how we use to be,she won’t even talk to us since the cops came for my dad. She acts so distant towards all of us and I just want things to go back how they were. I also miss my tio but I’ll talk about that in my next blog byeee.

This weekend we might go to six flags with my boyfriend reno and his family and my best friend mikayla. On the 9th all parkland employees get sixflags to themself and their family and since his uncle works there we can go and we won’t have to worry about all the long lines. I also asked my mom if we can go out to eat somewhere with him so they can get to know him better and be involved in my life. Me and my bestfriend mikayla night also go to the salon some time on Saturday or Sunday to get our nails done. I haven’t seen her in sooo long since all the drama went down and my teldad told her parents all of my business and said I was a bad influence on her. Her mom is like my second mom so she didn’t wanna keep us apart she’s like a sister to me and her family missed me so we just want to go out and do something together and my mom is coming too because she just makes things fun when we have our girl time. My mom has to do something at her church so she wants to get all cute and get her hair and nails done because she’s been really nervous. I’m good as long as my stepdad paying because I’m broke at the moment lol. I have the rest my money to my dad for he doesn’t have no money left from saving for the rent or phone so until he get a job again back on his feet then I will get payed back. I been telling him for the past months to get a job already but he’s been acting lazy and so hopefully he will choose one by next week. But he might have to work night shift and we might have take the train again and it’s going to be cold and I hate the cold.

I’m choosing to write a critique about my school out of the things on the list. North dallas high school is just over all really boring there is nothing fun or exciting about it. Then they really be having the same nasty chicken nuggets and chicken tenders every single day for the past couple weeks. They use to be my favorite now I can’t stand them anymore. I don’t use the bathrooms at school unless I just need to pee but still the bathrooms are super dirty. I know the janitors must not like that job but I don’t know something need to changed because they be having pee and blood on the seats and paper and stuff everywhere it smells just as bad too. Most of the teachers are rude or don’t know how to teach. I only like 3 of my teachers because they’re nice and help me understand when I ask for help. I don’t like how much time we have to get to our next class because a lot of us have to go across the street to the other building and on different floors and it’s frustrating when a lot of these kids taking up the whole hall way walking slow or talking and it’s annoying. I honestly don’t like this school but I can’t transfer because I need to finish the collegiate program to get my associates if it wasn’t for that I would of been going to skyline I like how they have the different clusters and also have collegiate but I didn’t know until the middle of last year and it was too late.